InfiltratorThey never notice the little things like the spliced video looping, or the loose vent screws.. My footsteps always go unheard & my movement unseen.. The guards walk their normal route & I wait the appropriate time before crossing the hall.. Habits are often hard to break & a smoker is as predictable as the days of the week.. Five minutes after the hour the brunette lab tech leaves her station unsealing the door below me on the way out.. It closes automatically, so she never turns around to check if it has sealed behind her.. A half heart's beat & I'm inside, the door sealing with a pift of air behind me..None of the terminals have an outside connection, so the entire server is isolated to this lab.. Thats's why I have to keep coming back to check her progress.. I have six & a half minutes to run a three minute program, this should be cake.. Slinking into the unoccupied lab station, I wonder why I bothered sneaking at all.. None of the other technicians pay attention to anything but th
Oh yea I have a DA ^__^'First of all I would like to say that I have missed you guys & I am sorry I have been ignoring DA.. Not that I am watched with grate intent by any of you, though I am sure that my lack of presence was noticed by some one..In the last year I have moved three times & spent a fair amount of time couch surfing.. I have worked for 16 different companies threw an over glorified temp service called a union.. I have also had some of my completely legal property (including my ID) either damaged, destroyed, or confiscated by the police as "evidence" to a crime that never actually happened.. Apparently if some one is suspected of a crime (even if there is no real proof) then any one who lives with or is associated with that person no longer has human rights & the police can F!%# your property with an un-lubed fist as hard as they like & take what ever they want when they are done..Just as well, even if I wasn't too busy trying to hold my life together with a quickly depleting roll of duct tape
Just forget it...Just forget it...I never really had a taste for this kind of game, so I am done playing..
The Nomadic NinjaFor those of you who know me well enough to have talked to me recently, or if you have heard from some one else, you know that I have basically been out of a real home since about September or October..I spent a few months drifting around from friend to friend asking for a night or two of rest, or crashing on my brother's couch if no where else.. Then almost a month ago I got a part time job in a day care center (that's right a ninja "baby sitter", you wanna get punched in the mouth over it keep laughing cause I'm not in the fucking mood to put up with it).. The catch was that I had to live with my mom & her boyfriend while I was working there because... well the job was in the middle of nowhere witch happens to be where they live..Any way now my part time job was short lived & now it's more like a no time job.. In the mean time mom said I could stay here if I wanted, & even though I had to fight my self over the idea of coming out here in the first place I was feeling bet
Discontent and stressedI can't possibly properly describe the discontent I feel for some people.. I see so much suffering that is caused by people for their own gain, or in the false guided hopes of personal gain.. I see people feeding off of the misfortune they manufactured for others.. I see people ignoring many terrible truths.. Out of fear they hide rather than standing to speak out & offer help as they know they should..we are all victims of this in all areas of our lives... business, friendships, politics, & love...Because of all this I am now constantly on edge & running short on patients.. I am stressed, frustrated, & outright angry.. I can't sleep well, & if I do it is at irregular hours.. I have been short with people I normally enjoy talking to, & I have been out right rude to others.. I feel like snapping on people (or have) instead of ignoring them like I should.. I always feel tense, as if I am in the wrong place or wasting my time... & I always always feel tired...I just can't give up thoug